Lost One Weeping English Parody (Verbal Learner Version)

Trigger Warning: Suicide, self-injury, depression, and anhedonia

A cutting wound a knife made from my apathy 
Penetrates my heart and it's not hurting me.
The emotions that I have
Are weak and burning low
And from them a weapon
I have made.
It's not a game.

My adeptness at languages I so prize,
But when it comes to math, I feel anxiety rise.
I'm done with reaching out
To something I can't touch,
So I'll uproot the daisies.
Is that really too much?

This essay's
About me,
A white space,
A blank sheet.
Contented,
At peace with
The life I will now live.

But I think
Why are we
Just sometimes,
No, always
Crying out how we're sad
And how we're lonely?

Can you please define what crucible is for me?
Well, this school is one. Look around and you'll see.
Can you even restore his yellowed heart back to red?
Hey, who could it be?
Will someone tell me?

Can you solve the quadratic formula yet?
Can you even see that there's a noose on his neck?
Is it really right to just be bound to this way?
'Cause I don't care now
That and I don't care how.

Every day like chapters
In a book are confined
To the hypnotic rhythm
Of what we call time.
Behind the guards and the guise I put up
I hide
Knowing I have long died

From problems
Of resolve.
Just can't solve
This homework.
Contented,
At peace with
The life I will now live.

'Till I think and he speaks,
The green light that haunts us
Just screams "Let me please leave",
Screaming "Someone kill me".

Can you please define what crucible is for me?
Well, this school is one. Look around and you'll see.
Can you even restore his yellowed heart back to red?
Hey, who could it be?
Will someone tell me?

Can you solve the quadratic formula yet?
Can you even see that there's a noose on his neck?
Is it really right to just be bound to this way?
'Cause I don't care now
That and I don't care how.

Can you write an essay on what the dock's green light means?
Well, the light's in my eyes and it is making me scream!
Who was the one who let my thoughts just perish unknown?
Who it is I know.
Who it is I know!

Why don't you read a book so you can grow up and see?
But what the heck is growing up if I just sit here and weep?
Can anyone who's out there please explain things for me?
'Cause I don't care now
That and I don't care how.

The original is in Japanese.

The Original: (Sensory Warning: Lots of flashing and shaking effects in the video)

Song: Lost One's Weeping

Artist: Kagamine Rin

Language: Japanese